Very Disturbing But Probably Good Omens

Night before last (actually morning) 3 different dreams waking me up each time because they were all depicting such terrible things that at the end of each, I was ready to commit suicide. Not giving much detail because I don't want to think about them anymore except to recall that they happened. Was reading interesting interpretation of some dreams of such nature - the belief being that some bad part of me has gone away, thus making those dreams good (despite the horrific way I woke from them 3X)

Next morning, a strange unsettling dream where I was places unknown. Cutting through places of business and a halfway house for men in order to get to a job I was just beginning. Later, in a place that may have been a homeless shelter, and seeing many people from my old job, mostly all of them who have quit working there long ago around the time that I quit, all of them were together in a sparsely furnished, undecorated room with painted brick walls, watching t.v., smoking and carrying on conversations. Some bad crime had been committed against someone and I called 911. They asked me if it was some hyper guy named Mikey who was on H.A. (whatever that is) I said no, it wasn't. People were overhearing me calling and some were looking at me bad like I was a snitch, but I was only trying to get help for the person who had been hurt. Later, I was in another place where I was going to bathe, but it was like a private bath room in a public place (maybe a rooming house or a place where they had bathing?). There was a frosted window that was without a curtain which faced outside to a city street and there was a window with a curtain on the door to a hallway that had other doors which I thought were to other bath rooms. As my bath was filling, I looked out the door window and noticed someone had put a bucket of something in the hallway by the door and dropped something that was burning into the bucket. It was causing some nasty smoke. I suspected it wasn't just a bucket of water, most likely some chemicals that might be harmful or poison when ignited, so I changed my mind about the bath and got out of there safely. Then I woke up.

Rising

I was at a large beautiful house that (in the dream) I believed to belong to B and D but I am not sure. They were there with their children, my favorite uncle was there with my aunt and I was there. B & D received a check for $75,000.00 and it was a joyous day for celebration. I was going up stairs, and then for awhile there was an incline with bars that I had to pull myself upward with. In this dream, I never saw myself going back down, even though after I went up there was a time that I was back on the main floor because everyone was welcoming Shabbat with a song and a walking procession going in a circle around the living room and I joined in with them all. (This is a strange part of the dream, considering all of them are Christians.) Later, I had to go up again. As I was pulling myself up the incline again, I wished that maybe I could be helped with some of that money. After I had that thought, I heard my uncle saying, "she is suffering very badly." When I reached the upper floor, I saw down through some opening that wasn't really a window that viewed a downstairs toilet. (???) (All of the dream was good symbolism except I don't understand the toilet.)

The dream then jumped to us being outside and my cat kept escaping outdoors, also. I went to see a building where my new restaurant was going to be. The building was sky-high and the floor for my future restaurant was still occupied by another tenant. My cat followed me there and I had to take something up to the top floor of the building and re-fold it. I did not see myself go back down from the top in the dream.

Once again we were back at the yard of the beautiful house and my cat had escaped outside again. This time, she went bounding across the yard to a neighboring home where there was a swimming pool in the backyard. I could not run to chase her, but two of B's children went running after her.