Very Disturbing But Probably Good Omens

Night before last (actually morning) 3 different dreams waking me up each time because they were all depicting such terrible things that at the end of each, I was ready to commit suicide. Not giving much detail because I don't want to think about them anymore except to recall that they happened. Was reading interesting interpretation of some dreams of such nature - the belief being that some bad part of me has gone away, thus making those dreams good (despite the horrific way I woke from them 3X)

Next morning, a strange unsettling dream where I was places unknown. Cutting through places of business and a halfway house for men in order to get to a job I was just beginning. Later, in a place that may have been a homeless shelter, and seeing many people from my old job, mostly all of them who have quit working there long ago around the time that I quit, all of them were together in a sparsely furnished, undecorated room with painted brick walls, watching t.v., smoking and carrying on conversations. Some bad crime had been committed against someone and I called 911. They asked me if it was some hyper guy named Mikey who was on H.A. (whatever that is) I said no, it wasn't. People were overhearing me calling and some were looking at me bad like I was a snitch, but I was only trying to get help for the person who had been hurt. Later, I was in another place where I was going to bathe, but it was like a private bath room in a public place (maybe a rooming house or a place where they had bathing?). There was a frosted window that was without a curtain which faced outside to a city street and there was a window with a curtain on the door to a hallway that had other doors which I thought were to other bath rooms. As my bath was filling, I looked out the door window and noticed someone had put a bucket of something in the hallway by the door and dropped something that was burning into the bucket. It was causing some nasty smoke. I suspected it wasn't just a bucket of water, most likely some chemicals that might be harmful or poison when ignited, so I changed my mind about the bath and got out of there safely. Then I woke up.