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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Wha?

That's what I said when I finally remembered this dream. For about 4 hours before I remembered, I kept remembering I'd had such a strange dream about a man, trying to remember who the man was & what was so strange about this dream? All of the sudden, I remeber it was VAR the MIC. We were having dinner in a very nice restaurant, formal dress. Suddenly he is under the table and doing pleasurable things, very nicely. Just as suddenly, he abruptly gets up and on his feet, leaving me alone to run off with 3 or 4 gay guys! It was utmost craziness, considering how not-gay this man is.

Wondering what this means regarding my job? I think it happened already, it's about changes and money, but I believe it's all going to work out fine... (unless something else happens). I believe this was definitely in the average category of symbolic dreams that are omens of things in the next few days and; that has come and gone, pardon the pun.

Within a couple months time, the man abruptly left the company for a much better job, according to what I heard.

Friday, August 10, 2007

The First Man I Wanted To Marry

He's always in my heart, but he broke my heart several too many times by refusing my love, with fearful arguments always ending up making him too old for me in his mind. It's so painful to think about him. I started loving him at way too young an age, but I never have stopped feeling the affections that I have felt for him for so many decades.

But I haven't dreamed about him in a long time. In what seemed to be a morgue, he was supposedly in one of the drawers and they wanted me to look at him, but he had been put in the drawer upside down. I didn't want to look because his head was all messed up.

The symbolism in this dream is calling attention to the fact that there is something I have been avoiding to see and I need to pay attention to it. I continue to wonder is it him? Do I need to just accept his head is messed up and that is why we have not been together? Am I supposed to pursue this before it is too late? After all, he is a bit older than I.

Considering calling him, but lost with what to say.