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Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Dead People: Real as Life

When I awoke from this dream, I remembered that before that dream I had been dreaming about someone else who has also left this earth. Now I can't remember that earlier dream or who it was.

In this dream, I was having a drink at a club. The music was subdued and the lights were dimmed. Prince was there. He recognized me from decades ago and we started talking about the old days. He said he'd always wanted to get to know me better but we'd never had the chance and wondering, what happened with that? Why did we never get together? (I was too shy. He was a Gemini. Those two reasons were enough for me, back in the day).

His eyes were always so penetrating if he wanted them to be and this time he had me mesmerized. He made his moves and unexpectedly for me, soon we were passionately kissing. It was way too hot of a dream. He wanted to get me into bed and I said I wanted to be wearing some special lingerie if I was going to be with him. He said he had some. I wanted my own. He said he would wait.

I drove to a mall in the same old favorite car I always drive in my dreams. (I always find that amusing). The mall was closing and most of the stores were already closed. Security wouldn't let me in even though the store I wanted to go to technically had about 15 more minutes to be open.

I began to drive back to my house, lamenting about the time. Suddenly in my dream, I remembered Prince wasn't even alive anymore. Was I being seduced by a ghost? This caused me to wake up and shudder. It's only been 6 months.

Intensely saddened all over again, I miss Prince. This morning, again I chastize myself for not trying harder to reconnect with him, at least musically or socially. Dreaming of the dead is often a warning. As I have told many this year many times, I would not be surprised if I am dead within this next year. When I woke up, my first thought was that he was calling me to the other side. When I thought of the other person in the dream before, I thought it more strongly. It took awhile to get back to sleep.

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